My "Changed" Writing Style

Don't take offense to this, it's late and I'm tired. If I don't write this now that I won't wake up in the morning to do it.
In all honest my writing style has not changed, its only been inhibited. As I stated before, I like to write things the night before because then I feel I can write more "from the heart" or honestly because I keep all the information I've attained inside and I allow it to work together for a final product. This class unfortunatly has forced me to take every little bit of information I collect and write it down. The reason I write things down is so I don't have to remember them, for example a grocery or to-do list. I don't want to cloud my mind with it. So by writing everythig down I am unable to keep it all in one spot. I feel like "okay its written down, don't need to think about it anymore" when this is not nescessarily true.
No particular assignment has given me writing dificulties. I just don't like busy work. I like to do what I need to do to get the best possible result and not lolly gag around (again sorry don't mean any offense). What it simply comes down to is this class forces me to write in a way that is outside of my comfort zone...I like my comfort zone.
Other reasons I write....hmmm. Well I have recently started a list of significant people in my life and I am writing how I met them as well as memories I have with them in case one day I ever lose my mind. I have a really big fear of forgetting as well as people not knowing my true feelings. I like to plan ahead, so in the event I ever lose my memory or die people will know exactly how I feel about them. I really enjoy writing about something I'm passionate about, as I'm sure you can tell from my blog post that evolve into rants.